I became a grandmother again yesterday for the 4th time..
A little grandson, 10lb 5oz, 54cm long and with a 38cm head circumference.
Thats one big baby.
I can't imagine that my daughter that I gave birth to all those years ago
has given birth to a baby weighing over 10lb.
My children ranged in size from 6lb 14oz to 7lb 14oz
I have 4 granchildren now and I would treasure everyone of them if I could.
I would love to be there now and hold this little one and tell him that I loved him.
To share in the joy of being part of this special event.
Sadly I have never had the joy of seeing any of my grandchildren.
I pray that one day a miracle will occur and I will know them.
Although I am a grandmother, I wonder what it is like to be a grandmother for real.
To feel the touch
To share the joy
To spend time with these little blessings
But then I know that somewhere out there
is a wonderful Father in Heaven
that knows my heart
and knows that I love these little ones
even though I don't know them.
In my dreams and in my heart
there is a one day ......